Some believe Mayo is Gerard, some believe SS is Frank. Whatever you believe, or don't, there's no real place to talk about it.
People at Mayo's get defensive, they'll tell you nothing you are curious about, and complain if you ask questions, dig deep, or debate the identity of the blog posters mentioned above. They keep secrets as if Mayo and SS belong to them.
So say what you want here. If you want to ask something, go for it. If you want to share what you think on it, go for it. This is not a place for shooting people down for their curiosity.
Welcome to somewhere you can talk freely, anonymously, and without worry of people getting assholish because you wanna know the skinny on something in particular.
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I'll start. Some of SS' original blog posts...
Friday, September 21, 2007
Abandon hope, all who enter here...
What the fuck happened? Why didn't I see this coming?
I made a point to keep out of it this time, but at what cost? I'm trapped between a rock and a hard place, it's a lose/lose situation.
I've always been honest with you, shouldn't that work both ways? What's with the double standards? People are starting to notice. I'm not talking about kids, I'm talking about people in their mid 20's and 30's. People with life experience who can see the cracks starting to show.
What am I supposed to say? I just dont have the answers. How can I reassure them when I need reassurance myself?
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. Bullshit.
I've always been a smart ass, even as a child, although my mom would prefer to use the term precocious. I've always had trouble keeping my mouth shut, I'm an open book, completely ingenuous - secrecy and circumvention are not my style. But then I've never experienced extreme paranoia.
So I'm writing this blog. I know you will never read it, I wouldn't want you to. Not everything is about you. This blog is for ME, a perverse catharsis, I need this right now to preserve the small amount of sanity I have left.
A blog fuelled by disappointment, frustration, confusion and dejection. I am not laying the blame at your door. The burden of blame is mine. I didn't speak up soon enough. I didn't want to rock the boat, I've been there before. I didn't want to fight or endure days of being given the silent treatment. Its not fair on the others. Why do you always make everyone feel like they have to take sides?
If I had been a better friend, I would have stepped in regardless of the consequences. I acted selfishly because I didn't want to lose you, but ironically, I may have lost you anyway.
I meant every word I said at the diner and although I didnt show it, your smirk and glib response hurt me more than you will ever know. I don't know who you are anymore. I cant seem to find the right words. Nothing I say seems to reach you. You are wrong. I DO care. I love you. I refuse to give up on you and I refuse to let you push me away. I am going to fight for our friendship, you aren't the only one with a stubborn streak. We are in this together, for the long haul, I promise.
I want my friend back.
I miss him.
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
Is the pen really mightier than the sword?
And so you continue to blog, as do I. The difference is, I am not hurting anyone. I'm just trying to gain some perspective while you are publicly making a fool of yourself. Your words are hungrily devoured and dissected by the masses, you seem to revel in the chaos and controversy.
At the moment your identity is pure speculation, but have you thought about the consequences if anyone was able to prove your identity? Not just for you, but for all of us? Have you lost your mind? How can you be so selfish? You have become a self obsessed megalomaniac. I know what I get out of writing my blogs - but what do you get out of writing yours? Do you even bother to read the comments? Some of those comments break my heart.
These aren't just nameless, faceless strangers, these are real people with real lives and real feelings. These are the people that allowed us to bring our music into their lives. These are the people that we see on tour, the people that wait outside for hours in the cold and rain just to meet us, the people that write us letters and make us scrapbooks, the people who care enough to bake us cookies and brownies, the people that send us birthday cards and bizarre, crazy ass gifts, the people that have given us their love and support, the people that cheer us on, the people that made us.
Why are you so hellbent on destroying not only yourself, but everyone who loves you?
You wanna see how far down I can sink?
Your mom called last night - and I lied to her. After everything she has done for us, I lied to her. How do you think that made me feel? Do you even care?
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Fortius quo fidelius
It's always the same with you isn't it? All or nothing. Do or die. Everything is either black or white, nothing in between.
You say compromising is the beginning of the end, but we all need to compromise sometimes. If I had not made compromises in my life, I would not be as blessed as I am today - demonstrating a willingness to meet someone half way can only serve to strengthen bonds. Compromise can be a good thing. I'm not talking about compromising your dreams, your values or your integrity, I'm talking about slowing down, reflecting and taking time to heal. Why must you move at breakneck speed? You need to strike a balance. Use this time wisely.
You are stronger than you realize. Look at what you have achieved in the short time you have been on this planet. You have made a difference. You have touched lives. You are an extraordinary human being. Your passion, determination and courage has been an inspiration to many, including myself. Dont ever lose sight of your original vision, stay true to yourself.
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Sweet, I actually have screen caps of some of the early comments!
Feel free to post if you want to anon. That's what this is here for.
Wow, if there was ever any doubt that SS was Frank, it's totally gone with these blogs.
The one from 23 Sept was almost spine-tingling.
In the beginning of these blogs it was fun trying to see if it was actually Frank and Gerard. Also it all started with Loverman. People thought it could be Bert or even Eliza. Turns out it was a chick from Buzznet. Who knows? I for one do not believe that it is Frank or Gerard. I do enjoy reading all of the old posts though. :)
True. Those SS posts could be from an observant fan. It's not like we have proof they went to a diner or Donna called Frank.
There will be no definitive proof unless they admit, which it's likely they never will and I wouldn't blame them. That's the point, you can only look at the 'clues' and make your own mind up.
Can you give me a link to Mayo and SS please?
Wasn't "Mayo" Eliza's nickname for Gerard?
Some of those old blog posts that SS wrote did sound convincing, but I also remember one where he wrote something like " I have spoken to Loveman" as if it was someone he knew. Loveman later turned out to be some fangirl, but at the time they were thought to be someone in the know. I seriously doubt Frank would have spoken to her.
Also wasn't there someone on the blog who knew Gerard and found out he wasn't Mayo?
15.15
Do you have a cap of that?
Also it's doubtful Gerard would admit it to anyone, don't you think?
Earlier anon: iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com is SS
And its-mayonaise.blogspot.com is Mayo.
But please don't bother the bloggers there, this isn't so people can harrass them. Just making that clear I'm NOT PROMOTING THAT.
SS said he had figured out who Loveman was. Obv he was wrong about that. I think he had a suspicion about someone eg crew member maybe someone in WMHC etc. I think he confronted the person he thought it was and then knew he was wrong about that person. Cos he immediately stopped having anything to do with loveman at that point. He just left. And this was months and months before any of us found out loveman was just some kid.
Good theory. Do you have any caps or anything saved you can copy/paste regarding that? There's a lot missing from what was there before :(
"Wasn't "Mayo" Eliza's nickname for Gerard?"
lol wut
Seriously? where did that come from?
There are a lot of things that say Frank is SS if you know what you're looking for. SS mentions Gandhi, so does Frank. They spell 'wierd' the same way. Frank mentioned getting books from one of the 'lovelies' on his twitter, and gave her a shout out specifically for it.
As for Mayo, well. You should take to BC, she seems to think he's Gerard. Or used to. When he had his supersekrit blog she confessed to 'Mayo' about when she'd met him and 'the band' and that she loved him and believed in him. Lol did you see the x rated acount of the blowj he posted on Mayo? He claims he's simply a dirty man and then talks about his 'rock hard fucking cock' and having a woman suck him off when he wants, and that the lovelies tempted him into posting it.
Don't be fooled, they know a lot of stuff but will never share. They still have two blogs that they use for themselves outside of mayo's. One id discussmayo and I forget the name of the other right now but they both exist. You have to be invited to the other one.
The first Mayonaise entry went up the day before Gerard got married. Those first ones are delted? Anyone have those saved?
They still have two blogs that they use for themselves outside of mayo's. One id discussmayo and I forget the name of the other right now but they both exist. You have to be invited to the other one.
Discuss Mayo is no longer used. I don't think there is another one where you have to be invited.
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